but she told me I was breaking her peace but it was her saying your a reminder, a bandage I have to leave so the wound i(she) healed never reopens, so she found another person with in weeks of breaking up giving me the same trauma that she had but more so making me feel like I gave my all, my time, love, experience, friends, family, my heart, vurnibilty, my soul, my faith, my future hopes and desires is for nothing leaving me feel that even if I try my hardest I would never have anything I want in life. So I desides to not talk with the new girl cause I need to heal on my own, I just wish she would realize that what she was doing was exactly these and she knows what kind of place I had given her, the place I had given her was deserved only for that person I had felt was my soulmate and hope is a double edge soward guys it makes you blead while ur standing waiting, I hope I mature enough to realize these kind of things before they happen and to find a person that I can be there for and