Heyyy guys i have never done this before so pls try to keep an open mind. I met this girl she was perfect in everyway i messed up and she left it was totally my fault if your reading this i am so sry my problem is i have high mood swings and bipolar disorder and depression and some substance abuse and i tried to kill myself once didnt work so i just decided that its better to leave and die alone having no attachments right you will have nothing to lose you can go down swinging and it wouldnt matter if you are reading this the girl i meant i didnt do this for you to feel sry or take me back or give me another chance i need to let this things out and face the consequences of my action if any of you disagree with this prove me wrong cuz i am sick and tried of running. some of you might its a joke but its okay i deserve that but i have one question is life a worth while chase. Is it truly possible to know someone or is it even worth it.