Guys I need help I'm useless piece of shit I wanna kill my self commit suicide I have a gf and I'm such a big talker I always brag and she thinks I'm strong and noble or sth I always mefoker but one day we were walking in this grassland looking place and we're going to the mountains suddenly we ran into a group of 6 thugs they beat me senseless infront of my girl friend I had to beg pafeticly for my life but that's not what's worse I tried to talk them to leave us alone but then they striped her naked and raped Her infront of me I was so helpless those thugs weren't even caught my gf is in the hospital now they raped her brutally just remembering it hurts me her father shouted on me saying I couldn't protect one girl I need help wat should I do