Hi Me and my gf spent 3 years together she is my first as I am her's. .. she has a lot of male friends infact all of them are male and I don't like that at all she always makes me insecure because her r/ship with them Is too hard to take for me I talked to her a couple of time about this and she says that I don't have to worry about it I trust her, but i can't help my self, it drives me crazy 😔 So 1 day I told her to choose between me or her friends even though I really didn't want to put her in that position .. she said she cant choose me 😔 I didn't expect that Now I think "us" is over i don't know what to do just blame my self everyday I'm really beat up I'm in a bad place what should I do