Don't try to search for a girl zmbleh yayehewn any nice girl oh she might be the one endatil be natural wait patiently and if you think you actually like a girl go for it talk to her be yourself treat her right. Good luck and for the first commenter who said you sound like a girl there is nothing wrong with sounding like a girl eshi use your head. And the above commenter no relationship is not a bad thing at all.