So I am a male and I am 18. And I have been on three or so relationships but the furthest I went was making out. I never thought people actually gave heads to each other...i asked all my friends who were in r/ships and they all said they did it, and it was normal. And here I am reading vents about it like it is normal. And memories came where my ex tried to touch my di** and I forbid her. Now that I think about it, I am pretty ashamed of it. Kinda regretting an awesome experience I missed...am I a bad person cause I am looking for a gf just to have that experience? I am leaving to the US soon and wanted to do have an experience before that..what should I do?