So guys, first i hope your doing fine , so m question is i really cant shake the feeling of suicidal thoughts like i willl never do that gen beka i mostly think about it wt a relief its an amazing thing elalehu on the other hand demo i knw its selfish thing, haram sin n everything, so ma question how do u guys have a love for life i mean le futur gugut minorachu , l really can't feel anything abt it if i die or live ma feelings are meh 😒, but i feel this thing that i will regret it one day to feel this way mnamn , i feel the gugut smtime for a minutes or an hour but fades quickly , and I'm really having difficulty pushing through, i would really appreciate anything that can help i need u guys thanks in advance , ps male 23