Hey, I was in a serious depression 2 years ago and I thought about doing it every single day, but luckily I was too concerned with doing it right, I ended up not doing at all. I felt, if my life would end, it should mean something for those that get to stay after I was gone. So I planned the timing, the procedure (which I did a bit of research on) and I wrote letters. But it took some time to do all these and things kinda started to look better day-by-day. So I started to hope maybe I could do something using whatever's left with my life, maybe hurt those f***ers who put me into that position or thank those who cared. That last bit of motivation kept me from attempting a suicide which I was planning for months and I can't be more grateful for staying alive. My life didn't turnout the way I had imagined it, but I'm grateful I get to put things right rather than leave them the way I found them. Sorry for making my story too long. My point is, if u ever reach that stage, please just don't. You have something nobody else has in this world. You may keep on falling, but if u get to stand back up enough times, u'll find ur place in this world.