"የእኛን የጉንዳኖቹን ጸሎት ቀርቶ መኖራችንንም ማሰቡ ራሱ አክብሮን ነው:: ego ያለብንስ እኛ ነን።"
~word of dn henok haile~
And yes he does want you to pray 24/7 gin out of willingness.....ብትጸልይ በረከትንና መንግሥተ ሰማያትን ሊያወርስህ/ሽ
And he does talk to you back in the bible, gedilat and other holy books!.....praying is a dialogue with God! and dialogue includes speaking and listening. After we speak you have to be able to listen through the holy books because thats the way God speaks to you!...if you are expecting ቀጥታ መጥቶ እንዲያዋራህ/ሽ, enquan ante/anchi, the angels are not able to see him!...yes he revealed himself through his amazing creation of the world and the beings!...you are expected to know the prescence of God by seeing what he created like st abraham did.
And last but not least, when he created us we were so damn perfect. Adam and eve in heaven were created perfect. Their flesh had no idea what a disease was!...their mind had no idea what "bad" was!....but we ruined that perfection by doing what was forbidden by God!....and you are right he knows we are going to sin, but he doesnt decide that!...he knows because he is out of the dimension of time, what we call "tomorrow" by our perception is "now" by him...for example, lets say you have seen a movie before you saw it again with your friends, when you see it again with your friends, you get the advantage of knowing whats gonna happen before it happens in the movie. But you knowing that event has absolutely no effect in the movie. Like that God knows you are going to sin because he knows በባሕሪው, gin he doesnt decide for you, its your own will that makes you sin. Imagine if he stopped eve when she was going to eat that tree, doesnt that mean he created a robot??....he created us with a free will!...he wants us to pray just to give us everything. There is nothing that you add for him just because you praised or begged him, so you beg for your own benefit. but it doesnt mean he doesnt care, yes he wants you to praise and ask what you want, as a son begs and thanks his father. Out of pure love that he gave to us.
so please my brother or sister who asked this question, dont erode your faith because of this silly thoughts. Have the humility to hear the word of God. I understand where you are coming from, gin dont let this get you out from the kingdom of God. I hope we get to talk Egziabher bifekid in person!...
May all the prayer of the saints be with you. May God protect you from these bad thoughts.
Jun 26, 2021