Hi I'm feeling really down these days, im a highschool Senior and im a kind of famous ( being friendly with everyone, being my self,and i do what I believe so they call me crazy), many of them refer me as their friend even a best friend.. told me everything that they could only tell their besties and they feel like they're the most close with me but i don't feel the same..everyone tells me i get along with everyone but still noone knows what i feel deep inside cuz they always see the bright and optimistic side of me even if i want to Open up they think that im just in a bad mood for the time being and tell me I'll be fine later so i don't talk with anyone abt the deepest feelings of mine sometimes i feel like i become numb and emotionless What can i do to get rid of these moods