I think am a loner sometimes, may be everytime, sometimes i say to myself that am just solitude or introvert, but sometimes it makes me depressed, do some shits as a teen, and then regret that i did it, then i try to feel like its normal by trying to mention so many excuses, i just dont see anything out there in this world for me, my question is , how do one can find meaning and contentment in his life, is our life worth for nothing, are we just lucky creature , or stuck in some simulation for our entire life, or is our life a chosen one ?