We r born to a losing struggle we r fighting a lost war so nobody is winning to put it short as Ayyan harsi put it “... Life on this earth, with all its mystery and beauty and pain, is then to be lived far more intensely: we stumble and get up, we are sad, confident, insecure, feel loneliness and joy and love. There is nothing more; but I want nothing more “ and don’t crave meaning there is none so if u want create one the very point of meaningless of life give u z freedom to choose one but at the end don’t forget all there is all there will be is nothing real about life but illusion some uncomfortable but no one know what is like to be happy in nirvana