Hello I'm a 16 year old girl. I'm a trauma survivor and I tried therapy recently but didn't work out I hate most people and I don't get along with them I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, general anxiety disorder, psychosis and PTSD. But my mom doesn't want me to get the treatment and its not because we don't have enough money for therapy. She just doesn't want me to. So I started Smoking weed and cigarettes. I started cutting ( self harm) when I was 14. I tried whatever takes away the pain. I tried to suicide 2 times first when I was 12 and second when I was 14. And after all that my family members failed to see what is happening to me and even judged me for not always getting out of home, for not getting along with people, for being so different and I just can't keep up please help.
May 19, 2021You said trauma, i don't know how bad what it was gn i can just by reading what you went through. For 16, to went through all that and still trying to figure this out bu asking help or so means you are as a strong as one person can get. Thats very good. There are lots of things you can you by your self or with a friend. Starting from loving your self. It may see easy gn its the most important thing for the process. Accepting your self and most importantly finding a way to live with what you went through is a must. Readind boom about it, seeing videos....i had met few ppl online even in this channel , how went through a lot and thank God now they are in a good way. So just incase you need to talk let me know. I will be happy to share ways of out if this with a strong person like you. If anyone here has experience am sure they will contact you. Be strong girl, you have an amazing future waiting,am sure !!!
May 19, 2021
