Hello guys I've been in a perfect relationship for 2 years and things happened( I was kinda an asshole) and we broke up 5 month ago and am still suffering from the break up. I think am depressed and I literally tried to end my life, that's not just because of the break up there are things that haunts me also. Now I know she never what's me back cuz who wants an asshole guy right. I still love her the same or more if its possible. what am trying to say is I need help guys.