Hi zis boy talked to me & he was the 1st boy i ever ❤️ but it lasted for short time bc of me. bc i nvr been to r/n & it was hard for me to meet him cause i couldnt even breath he tried but everything i do looks like am pushing him away ..then he stopped talking...zen i began liking him more i check on him every single day now its been 3 years and am still not over .it become a habit. i tried talking with other boys but nothing changes .pls give me little advice to get my shits together?