Being an introvert is not a bad thing actually...we actually do talk and socialize with people we feel comfortable about.....and try to let it out the more you try to avoid the pain the more it haunts you....open up to someone...we are all healing from stuff that hurt us...you gotta be strong i know how you feel i've been hurt too but you gotta open up.....tell somebody...i know that helped me alot plus beleive that everything happens for a reason...it's either a lesson or a blessing...take it as a lesson for life...may be next time to guard your heart cause it's too precious i learned that the hard way...stay strong brother don't let it break you...show her how strong you can be...don't let'em see you drown🙌