It's really hard to tell you what to do...let's say you got married n he died how about you? What's your life after that? What if you fall in love hard n stuff? You think you got strength to get through that if so then good luck hun And you said he's just a very friend not even your boy friend or fiance mnamn so why get married? You guys can have a great time without getting married n stuff just give him your time n help him have a great moment till the day comes...just sayin