I can't handle it by ur own but if u let God help u, u can get through.....lek ende eyob habtu,nbretu,lijochu simotu ybas blom esu bekebad kusl simeta yhe hulu neger west honom rgziabhern tamnual enam yetamenew amlakm altalewm slezih pray a lot just talk to God he will understand everything nd give u answers