Life has no meaning or purpose, whether you win or lose in every challenge you face you're gonna die anyway... So instead of working your ass off for something you'll leave one day focus yourself on your mind try growing it, educating it working on it, challenging it, make life a mind game try going above and beyond your understanding... Reading a book or something use full every day is the only thing you could do that's not a waist of time or purposeless.. And yeah humans must come last after everything they're true leeches that drain all your energy and time they make you question and doubt yourself on every aspect.