If you want, I can send you abook that helps you alot

Just leave ur questions and keep worshipping him he will fix all ur problems, be hulum action amlakhn yemiyakebr worship akrb be nuroh akbrew wanaw ena wanaw neger wede amlakachn yemntegaw le chgrachn gize bcha mehon yelebetm tkm felgen aydelem esun yamenenw ahunm yefelekew neger slaltesakalh don't lost ur Faith just keep praying he is with u forever.

First make it *God then start reading the bible(1 or 2 chapter per day), pray 3 or 2 times a day then see ur life changing.

Pray , geta kehulum belay endehone degagmek tenager degagmemn sinnawera ewunet silemihon ...... Ena demo bagegnehewu agatami echilalehu ehonalewu ...geta kena gar nw maletin ewek..bizu fetena ena chigir eyalle enkuan zemir ...... Keminim belay demo metsihaf kidus ambib ...... Egzabiher yirdak

@RationalBelief

Hello asker, I want to begin by telling you that you are on the right track. Because you said you want to be closer to God. Most people spend their whole life doing whatever they feel like doing and thinking that by default they are close to God (self- righteousness) I used to be like that too, i felt like i had a special relationship with God since i was born, but then sometime ago my life turned upside down, and I looked at myself closely, I was shocked when I realised I was the most sinful person drowning in sin. I was hopeless for a while, Thinking, "who can save me?" God then showed me the way out. The way to God is Through faith in Christ Jesus by Grace alone👇 (1 Timothy Chap. 2) ---------- 5 For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus; 6 Who gave himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time. (John Chap. 3) ---------- 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. 17 For God didn't send his Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world should be saved through him. 18 He who believes in him is not judged. He who doesn't believe has been judged already, because he has not believed in the name of the one and only Son of God. "12 There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"" (Acts of the Apostles 4:12) "21 For him who knew no sin he was made to be sin on our behalf; so that in him(Jesus Christ) we might become the righteousness of God." (2 Corinthians 5:21) * You said you have trouble with your faith, well don't worry about it because you can get faith👇 "17 So faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." (Romans 10:17) So actively read the bible, its the word of truth💯, so repeatedly read it, and also pray to God to reveal his word to you and if you honestly want to know the truth, he will. Then when you accept Christ as your saviour, you'll become a new person, a new life awaits you 👇 (Romans Chap. 10) ---------- 9 that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. "17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new." (2 Corinthians 5:17) If you have any questions, message me, because there are answers

Read all theology history of your faith

Just go to church

Start from scratch again. Ik you probably heard this before but praying and reading the bible are very important. Fast and pray too if u would like. Not just from food but also the kind of media u consume. I'm still on the road of figuring it out but we can talk if u would like