the big question is can u do it? think about ur family? your mom dad sistet brother ... u r ruining their life too... think think.... i know this world is shit as hell this is not just only for you its for everyone....time heals bro..... think how do u wanna die 1. rope :- what if u end up with a broken spine and be permanently paralized... thats worst it happens a lot 2. Gun- almost most of the time people end up in the hospital... Gun to the head will result in loose of memory and paralysis 3. Drugs- they won't work now a days ohhh gash stomach intestine and brain toxicity ur only choice is to find a way to happiness there is no shortcut may God be with u