There a room full of people...my friends were there but i was still alone...i sat alone so i decided to sleep on the desk...i..i just couldn't i kept thinking about these awful thoughts i kept thinking that i wasn't good enough, that i wasn't pretty enough, smart enough, i was socially awkward. And nobody cared. Not even my so called friends...they were with other people....why? Cause i am me. I am socially awkward and shy. I am not interesting like other people I am boring. Why? Why did i have to be like this? I was feeling okay in the morning i felt like even though i have a lot of flaws someone will like me or maybe even love me for who i am and what i look like........but now...i am not so sure. I only a freshman in hs how the hell do i survive Is it just me who feels like this at this age?
Dec 20, 2019Hey sweet sis, Shall I tell you that I have spent all three years at campus alone, didn't fit in with anyone. One of the sad part of my day is waiting till class starts coz everyone has a friend but not me. Every one thinks I'm fine with all that since Im the top scorrer in the entire university but deep down l felt sorry for myself. But hey life is quite hard at the end you'll know that everyone only cares about their life. It pains me to know that no one will be there for me. But that's life you gotta accept it and move on. You gotta enjoy your own company. Dont give a shit for what others say and know that everyone is insecure
Dec 20, 2019