Kinda in same situation as u (almost 5years now)...lemme tell u from experience.... if you don't take that small step ,NOW, towards the person you know you want to be or just sit there complain, be fearful(about not getting good grades)...or thinking u aren't as smart as u were before coz u have to study more now....my darling, believe me, it won't better. Like NEVER. See YT vids about study techniques( don't make this a habit, I did...only see a couple of vids to get the idea..not MORE than that.) Read atomic habit milewn metsaf n get to action.Read it while you are bettering your self. Don't wait until u finish the book to take action- i really mean it. I did that mistake. Just see it as an additional thing guiding u ...u may be tempted to wait until u finish the book , then understand it..n all other seemingly relevant excuses. Dont so that. Ena..BE PATIENT with your self. I wasn't. I'm still trying to be. You will fail so fucking frequently...I have let those times eat me up many many times. try to get up. Then get up.
I wish I could tell u more ..but I have betam bzu mitena neger even ahun yihen eyetsfkulsh...notification lay ayichew yihen channel( I rarely megbat ..yanchi msg yalebet akebabi nw last time yegebahut..that's why messageshn ahun yagegnehut rasu) ena yanchi final keqerebem btochi tru nw... wuchi ena timeleshalesh...time betam yibelal betam. I just saw my self in u ena I couldn't ignore the question.
Anyhow
I wish u all the best.
I'll mewtat ke channelu gn any question kalesh wede bot kegeba I'll try to answer it.
I know u can do that thing u set ur mind in to but u have to do the work. The work takes crazy amount of time. Brace ur slef.
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Feb 10, 2021