Change comes within, if you keep telling yourself that you hate yourself..you will start to believe that which leads to depression you. Everyone has qualities and flaws. My advise to you is wakeup every morning with a fresh mindset, tell yourself that you are unique in your own way and that you love yourself for it. Once you reprogram the way you think about yourself you will start to gradually change your perception. Do whatever you want that makes you happy, it could be simple as making a time for yourself, a makeover or whatever you personally believe will cheer you up. Know this, you are special in your own way and you have alot to offer to others. I hope you feel differently about yourself now and please let us know how you on your progress. Keep shining Dear!