1st congrats you passed the first stage of solving a problem its called Admitting your flaws. Its not only your problem there're a lot of people who are unable to socialize. 2nd stage is try to build your mindset that your problem can be fixed if you try n do some technical&simple tips. 3rd take action: like - Reading books #1 Doing This ONE Thing Will Change Your Life Forever! by Jacqui Oliver #2 Don’t Be a Cow! Find Your Own Path by George and Rachel Barker #3 The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A F*ck by Mark Manson #4 Exactly What to Say by Phil M. Jones #5 How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie #6 How to Talk to Anyone by Leil Lowndes #7 The Five Love Languages by Gary Chapman #8 Game of Thrones, by George RR Martin #9 Verbal Judo by George J. Thompson & Jerry B. Jenkins #10 Modern Manners by Dorothea Johnson and Liv Tyler - Apply the tips starting from close people