Ok here goes Its was a year ago And my elder bro was such an asshole. He hits me every chance he gets really hard for fun and i told him to stop for years then one day i stood up and it got real heated and we ended up fighting and i stabbed him in the neck he was in the hospital for a month or two I apologized and everything but now the problem is with my fam Everybody in the family (father, mother, cousins, aunts and everything hate me too much i tried to tell them the reason but they just wont forgive me What should i do??? Please help