Egziabher kegna mifeligew neger and new, esum endindin new. Lemedan demo bizu mengedoch setonal. Yehulum metkaleya gin Kidus sigaw ena kibur demu new. To accept the holy communion, you have to through steps, you have to repent to your self, to God and your nefs abat, you have to have a pure loving soul and a broken heart. Apart from that, as I said you should practice everything else you're told "is a way of righteousness" Tsom, Tselot, Sigdet, Mitsiwat, Lesew kibir mestet, forgiveness....virtues,simply; reminding yourself about his love. But you have to understand that everything comes gradually, and you can't do everything at once, but everything that's possible and on your hands, don't hesitate to do. Most of all humility is a great virtue. Don't remind yourself constantly of what good you did , rather think about your sins and how your simple deeds can't justify them. After all if it wasn't for God's kindness no human would escape hell, because our sins are too many. We're not merely by our deeds but God's grace. But that doesn't mean we have to sit idol; we have have something that at least make us deserving of his grace.
Other wise, live your life consciously; keeping in mind you can die any day; repent, repent, repent! Nothing makes God happier than us repenting and turning back to him. I really appreciate this question, my answer isn't complete but this is all I got. God bless you, he is indeed a kind god❤️
Nov 23, 2020