So guys here we go. I had a girl best friend. We were so close like brother and sister. I go to her home,sleep ,take shower, do my laundry..and believe me when i say it she is the most good person i ever see in this fuckin world. So one day i was in her home and found her diary . Going through it i foumd out she is madly in love with me and she were givin me many cues and she is beimg hurted fakin it as a bff while she is in love with me. And i dont know tf to do. You may guys can say talk to her, try to love her but there is a twist here. I am fully ashamed to say it but it is what it is. I am gay( a celibate who pledged a vow of chastity no sex no love no homothing so dont insult me in inbox i hate myself too but i cant help it). So what should i do help me out, i cant leave her on seen. She need to move on so what do u guys think???🥺