I have been entertaining the idea of suicide for a long time i have even almost done but because it's a sin i will always stop . But now i don't think i can control it my depression is getting the best of me . I have detached from all valuable people i had due to my mood swings i am acknowledging my weakness and asking for help please
Oct 31, 2020I have went through what you're exactly experiencing right now. And I can swear to you on my life, that it actually gets better. Saying stop feeling that wont work. What helped me was first accepting what I was going through, acknowledging it. And it sucks, cause no one wants to accept their darkest part. Next was imagening what I want my life to be. So I made that my goal. But to get there I knew I had to pass through all this shitty shitty emotions. Eventually, it gets easy entertaining such feelings. I made myself a priority and left everything else out of that frame. So I worked on myself. I learned to love myself no matter what, to accept myself as I am. Don't let situations define you. You are so much better than that. I pray and hope that you make it on the other side of suicide, Life. I pray that you love yourself as you are and life as it is. You are not alone.
Nov 01, 2020