Yeah, It was 4 years ago,i had a best girlfriend! But I kind of loved her deep down. We attended high school together, sat on the same chair, went to school together. One day, this tall red skinned guy with quite good sense of humor started to approach her. He requested to join our 1 to 5 group. She said yes instantly. I was very mad. She started talking and chatting with him. She even complimented him in front of me😔. I noticed that I was really hurting. And either I have to walk away or confess my love for her. The problem is we were friends for about 3 and half years, and her families knew me and loved me a lot. Yet I couldn't bear the pain, what should I do became the only question I was capable of asking! Now, she noticed that I was loosing focus and asked what was wrong with me. I said nothing. She said don't lie to me I could read your face. Continued the conversation herself and added "are you in love with someone?". "Is that that girl(another girl in our 1-5 group)?". She loughed. I took my time and said No, that is not the case. She said"why then? Tell me or I will walk away". Now, my tremor kicked in. My voice started vibrating. Numerous tiny rivers of sweating started to flow all over my body. There I was trying to give my answer for her questions looking like a worn out diesel engine. I said"i love you and it always bothers me when I see that guy and you talking, walking and sitting together". Silence intervene for a couple of minutes. Out of nothing I heard a yelling "I didn't think you are such a rude (dureye) boy, I don't Wanna be your friend any more" She walked away never to come back. I have no idea where she is now. They left the town 3 months later. Those days were the toughest time of my life.