Dear self , Please listen to your Mom whole heartedly and family! And do fun stuff, know new things , get to know Good peoples and stay with them, know more about your mom and your ancestors mistake , Right things they did so history stopes reapting . Know where your parents failed then get into their feet again! Dear self please please know God, Read mesaf kedus , pray .Sing out loud on walk ways. Buy the amazing stereo speakers and listen songs. Dear self please fail and get back again! But even you didn't do those things above ( self) .. I still ❤️ the memories I had and You yourself!