Admins please approve this.. I'm so lost. So I met a guy a year ago. And we just clicked. I love him. I'm 18 and he's 22 I've always imagined my future with him cause to be honest he was everything a girl could ask. He respects me, he would do anything to give me the life I want and he's serious about our relationship, he had told me that we won't have Sex till we got married. So the thing is he was always insecure about something idk. I've always told him I would never leave him that I'd be a fool because I love him so much. and lately we've been opening up to each other about our sexualities and he told me that he have a kink and he likes to be dominated in bed and I thought it was in a normal way I told him it was OK. He asked me if I was sure and I got confused so I asked him to be more specific. Then he told me that he is into pegging and stuffs like that. At first I didn't know what pegging meant so I Googled it. And God what I saw was out of my expectations. It was like a girl will wears a strap on and fucks the man in the ass it's also called a femdom mnamn. I was beyond shocked. I've been ignoring his texts and calls not because I hated him it's because I am confused and didn't know how to react to it. He told me he'd rather die than to lose me. I also don't think I can fall in love with someone else I still love him😥... What would you do if y'all were me? And for the guys out there. is it really a thing to have this kind of kinks.. IDK if I should be OK with it.