I never commit to anything, this is not to brag. I'm on a verge of collapsing. I can learn anything in a short period of time, it doesnt matter how technical or esoteric or hard it is. Languages, science, art, music. I have tried a bit of this and that and everything is easy, if you think that's a blessing, you are wrong. The same thing that can make me learn things fast and easily has somehow cursed me into the inability to commit. I studied the whole 11th grade chemistry book in like 3 days when i was in 11th undertanding and even pondering on every theory and calculation... ONLY because it was interesting and fun. Does anyone relate or has been there. If you have been there when you were younger and not anymore, how did you even beat it?