Don't force ur self keleloch sewoch gar energy'h mach endiaderg beka thats ur own fate and accept ur fate beka plus cut ur ties with ppl who makes u feel like that ena creat ur own introvert group (idk becha endante aynet tesbay yalachew weym extrovert honewm gn sewn meredat yemichlu sewoch alua kenesu ga tegbaba) and also being alone must be ur first choice;enjoy it