What i learned after coming to aau is i lowkenuinely don't know how to make friends i just don't, i learned in like 3 schools first one i was a child i grew up with my classmates became friends because of proximity then changed school and endagatami there was someone i know from sefer and just tagged along whit them and their friends then i changed again and again tbere was someone i know from my previous school so again i just tagged along and just became friends with the friends they made also i never had a bestie or nobody truly knows me All these are just me existing and them friends groups just took me in like a pet if i may and now it's new here there is nobody i know now am just tagging along with my dormates friends just so i don't be alone , but our energy don't match and it's draining me.