Yes, That's a bad idea. You already know, specially the "surprise" part. He's gonna think you're clingy and crazy, bicha it's major turn off and a red flag. Demo what if he moved on and has a girl? You'll be a clown tbh Gn whatever you do just know that asking for forgiveness WON'T WORK. If you decide to meet with him be his friend FIRST before anyythhinnggg then take the next step depending on that friendship.