You might be asexual or need to see an edocrinologist if it’s related to hormonal issues

Well, if its about feeling numb then i dont really know where that's coming from and the fact that you've been away from boys doesnt justify it either. But if that's just how you explain being too unattached as a result of prolonged distance then that will just whether away with time and more experience i guess. I hadn't even gotten any form of relationship with girls until i almost finished 12th and i vouldnt imagine getting close to a girl but it was just a phase.

It's because you have never been exposed to this kind of world. That's normal. Boys who grew up in the same situation can be worse. Trust me i have seen them. So don't panic, i mean you are not the only one. What you should do now is expose yourself to this new esperiences little by little. Because you have to. It's time. One thing you should know is people don't really know your background so they might go over your "boundaries". So you have to be understanding sometimes.

No tata girl, love language touch kehon buzu geze uncomfortable new yemetehogniw. Betewejiw sew becha new menekat yemetefelgiw ena totally normal neger new enem endeza negni. Beka alechilm betam new yemiyasetelaw specially ahun lay. And 20 kehonshi just focus aderi eraseshi. Mnm tekem yelewum bf meyaz le set liji. Energy shin new drain yemiyaderegut. Just erashi lay focus adergi girl.

Ohh just dm me @ZionAm1 as we keep talking about the things you like and admire or even about your hobbies your fear of sth I could call by name would fall apart