who ever belives in him shall not parish but have eternal life, i knw am saved by his blood and so am living a peacefull life not perfect but he keep showing him through his kindenesss hiss love his gudiness his fatherhood see u dont recive him as ur savior and so his your creater but not father thats why u r not seeing hw much he loves u and want u you just waitng for him to show up but he was always there let him in ur life n u shall not have any insecurites trust me when i say this i have been there n i got nothin to galn by sayin this back in the days he used to show him self as a fire as a voice and all that stuff but they still didnt acepted him its bout ur heart u c