I wanna let this out. I'm sooo good at closing the door to people who came to my life. Even most of them didn't even started existing in it and now I'm becoming more and more nonchalant. I like it this way but sometimes when I think about it. I say to myself I didn't even give them the chance but who cares I'm the captain of my lifeš¤·āā
Jan 14, 2026Being the captain of your life doesn't mean shutting off on people randomly, nor does it mean to be nonchalant and lonely.
Jan 14, 2026And guess what we don't give a FUCKš«¢
Jan 14, 2026Ofcourse you are the captain of your life but what is worrying you is whether you are a good captain or not, proclaiming you are the captain only implies that you have so much weight that you have to carry and not to abandon. It hardly solves the problem. A captain has to make sure the ship is perfect and the sail is going smooth. It's ironic to use the words captain and nonchalant in the same breath. Hope your ship doesnt drown captain.;)
Jan 14, 2026You are the captain of yourself but deep down you still want someone to be there for u
Jan 14, 2026Sitadgi ygebashal
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