I’m in a mess. I found out she’s cheating, badly, and now I’m stuck in this place where I’m too afraid to even confront her because I don’t want to lose her. I’m dying inside, yet we still talk like everything is normal. I still want her attention even though I know it’s fake, because the thought of life without her feels empty. What hurts the most is that this isn’t who I used to be. I had respect for myself. I was the type of guy who would walk away without hesitation. I never chased, never begged, never even approached unless something real happened naturally. She approached me first, and somehow now I’m here, cheated on, stuck, and unable to stop thinking about someone who isn’t even on my level. It’s terrifying how life can flip you like this.