Hey people, back again with some depressive episode, the question is dont u find it so heartbreaking that most of the things we plan to do are expressions of faith in some way, on god, on our ability , ...., even the most atheistic man u will meet has some element of faith in his life. The problem is I have none of that, or so little that I won't have an answer for what am planning to do now or tommorow, I genuinely will choose to die today right in my bed, then wakeup tomorrow, that's how bad it is, am at a point where I want the day to be over and get back to my sleep, uhhh, yeah I think am done people 😔