I'm a girl 21 year old So here's the thing I kinda have insecurities about myself because of my skin I have this huge part that covered my right side of my hip , it's darker than my normal skin I think it's birthmark I still don't know what it really is, I'm a light skin person and when you see my left side seems normal I was like this since my childhood , the weird thing about it is that my left side was the same as my right side through time it got back normal like my normal skin and my right side stayed the same ,idk what it is tbh I'm looking forward for medication but I'm choosing to do it after my graduation from college because they may ask me to do an operation I mean who knows? Or a laser treatment now my biggest concern is that I'm facing this problem when Im always about to hang out with my boyfriend I always fear that he might see this part of me while we're making out I start to push him away and stuff he still didn't see that part of me yet I always keep on distracting him with something else because we still didn't have sex or anything we're not even planning to go there yet because I believe it should be after our marriage but couple days ago I was like I should know how he would react idk why I kept thinking about it because I know no matter what happened to him I would always love him for who he was and this shouldn't be a big deal actually but I was eager to know if he's going To love me for who I am so I thought of taking a picture and send it to him I told him there's something you should see and he didn't overreact or anything he was so normal he reacted so nicely and sweet made me cry to be honest he said this shouldn't be an issue he said I'm talking about this because I don't know how much I meant to him and That he ever thought of leaving me because of this he doesn't deserve my love and stuff he said " le min gedal algebam bezi yemikerebesh ke honku ene le rebeshileshe" belo liyaragagne mokere he was so gentle I'm thankful that I have someone like him I just hope it won't change the way he was looking at me I mean because he always talks about how I'm perfect for him and stuff I just don't want to disappoint him and want him to know the truth mawekum salemayker I thought he deserves to know what do you guys think about this should I keep worrying? 💫