Just menore eyastelagi nw ahun lay im happy next lay im depressed everything everyone yastelagal im 21 i will be 3rd year uv student . The pain inside me is killing me and i can not control it . I got no work i spend all my day at home even there was this girl i was gonna take out on a date i rlly liked her gn i too broke so i ghosted her it hurted me soo much idk how to explain it .the point is life is getting hard idk what to do i have friends but the don understand i just kept all this to my self just sometimes i wish i was on accident and died sometimes demo i wannna live have kids just idk what to do life eyastelagi nw