Hey, so I’m 20 male and about to be fourth year in uni. I’ve never been in a relationship cause when I think of one, the things that come to my head makes me scared. If I was to get into one, I would love it to be my first and last but remembering how my parents argued and almost got divorced multiple times due to financial issues, communication issues, infidelities, addictions and stuff, it frightens me specially cause I’m poor and are so my parents and stuff…I’ve been working on the other parts I mentioned, like emotional maturity, communication skills, substance using (I don’t use any, never did), my sexual lust is also under control but I can’t shake my insecurity and low self way when it comes to being poor. Am I being paranoid?