Hey bro let me drop some Wpsychology on you ...from ur question i realize that u grew up with a really deep connection with ur mother making u a little bitchy and now u have this deep look into girls which is a super power i quess but ur using it wrongly cause ur making urself a victim and complaining instead of conquering and living so don't waste ur time by thinking what "girls" as whole do and just focus on the one u genuinely like but since you seem as a really desperate guy do u Ps. all girls are not the same....for u they might be the same because ur hanging around one person and we know who that is