Day 4 – No PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm – learned this term from the book.) God, please help me 🙏 Huge thanks to the person who recommended the book “EasyPeasy Way to Quit Porn.” I finished it yesterday in just two hours, which is honestly a big accomplishment for me, since I’ve never finished a book before, not even a short one. This book helped me a lot, and I highly recommend it to anyone struggling like I am. I’ll continue sharing some powerful phrases from the book if they might help others too. Right now, I feel hopeful, like I’ll never go back to that habit again. Please keep supporting me. I need your encouragement, your words really matter. ❤️
Day 3 No relapse. God, please help me 🙏🏾 Thank you all for the support. Someone asked me yesterday, “Bro, have you ever had sex?” Yes. I started around age 22, after battling relapses for six years. I thought sex would fix things, but it didn’t. I’ve been with more women than I can count. Not prostitutes, just regular women looking for love. But I never truly enjoyed it. Each time felt empty. I’d go back again and again, with someone new, and feel worse every time. Not because of the sex itself, but because I felt out of control. Like something inside me was using me. It wasn’t about love. Just a monster chasing a feeling it could never find. and every time, I was left with the same shame and regret. I don’t want to get back to this life. I need to stop this. Please pray for me.
