I miss him. I miss him so much.I know if he was feeling the same way he would have texted or called or fight for us in the first place but he didn't do that. I would have been the bestest friend ever I would have been anything really. Why is he not reaching out why am I the only one feeling this shitty. I talked to someone but it's not the same. It isn't him. I don't feel like talking to anyone who isn't him. It's been 2 month he is still mia why did I say let's take a break like a fucking strong woman when I knew I was a fucking chicken. So you meathead text me ffs