Why does everything feel so heavy all the time? Why does nothing ever work out no matter how hard I try? Why do I feel so alone even when people are around me? Why does it seem like everyone else is moving forward while I’m stuck in the same place? Why does my mind keep telling me I don’t belong here? And why does the thought of disappearing feel like the only relief?
May 20, 2025I think we share yehone neger Gn ahun lay I'm kinda getting desmil thing Ena let me share you something Idk ur religion gn bcha my focus was on this world, on people beka my whole life sadgm never been in church like kesnt ande new my fam mihedut Keza in life even tho betam tlk balhonm gn more than 20 years passed ena and dena neger yelegnm beka kemeten belay mwedew except some moments Dena sra seraw, dena neger agegnew mlew neger yelegnm Meslogn betam desmil time yasalefkut neber gn eventually they become pain in my ass no matter how much I try they broke me melsew endeza betam care mareglachew people or moments Not blaming anyone but me 🤷♀️ mnm bihon we do things berasachn fkad betam force tedergwn kalhone ala asgeddewn lela mrcha yelelen Sew mnm bigotegutsh keza btaregi beka just bc u don't wanna maskefat them or sleteyekush it's not their fault u let ur guard down it's urs Doesnt mean demo u have to be hard on urself 🤎 Teh first step is knowing u messed up (without blaming others or the circumstances) yanchn history alakm ya andande beka things metmem beka kegna kuttr wch yehonu things Gn what I recently realised is yhen hulu sareg I mawtat 1 important thing in my life which is God 🥺🤎 I was pushing him away, never given him time.. ena eyekoyew I realised I have been rude to him all this time he was seeking me and I was choosing lela things I was ignoring him, wedesu endmeles bzu adrgial gn kfu simeta esuga hugne keza wediaw sistekakel or tkmen kagegnew behuala tchew ehedalew Ene berase lemn endeza aregu El yeneberewn endale esuga eyareku neber If u have religion demo we all believe and know kesu wch mnm endelele right?? Gn ahunm u shouldn't mekreb him letkmsh but with pure love with pure heart 💜 He wants us to seek him he want to have deep rn with us, hule andegna mnaweraw mnfelgew esun endihon yfelgal so why not do that? My reason was bc slemayawera bc he can't even hug me when I need it the most, because mayet slemalchl, bc I can't concentrate on him or maseb him cause he doesn't have color or body endegna Gn all comes when he seek him when we mebertat 🤲 So yene enat put God first, seek him first, ask him for sure heart, ask him for a friendship (w him) Gn it won't be easy(bc of how deep we sunk in this world ena sin + bc the devil hates it when we choose God over everything, when we leave his crowd and join God's) So be brave yene enat turn ur face to God hule endetenesash hule yeken wulosh ga hule kenshn stchersh Ena ask ur guardian angel to help you get closer ,remember them .... Kes bekes new demo hulum Ene bande tlk bota kalderesku ml sew negn ena um sign stach tesfa endatkorchi You are never ever alone even if btfelgi(u don't see them enji hule alu some heavenly friends) specially ur guardian angel is beside u hule fight ur enemies, praying for u... Melkam ken hope this helps 🤎 Ena I think this applies to all religion (idk gn for sure)
May 20, 2025I don't believe you wrote all this down🙊 GOD almighty!!!
May 20, 2025Been at the same situation as yours. The only solution? Stop needing. You’ll attract things when you don’t need anything. Stop trying to force someone, for it only consumes all your energy. The beauty is in not wanting anything
May 20, 2025Stop trying to force something *
May 20, 2025Maybe it’s heavy ‘cause you’ve been strong for too long. Maybe it’s not that nothing works, but that the world keeps swinging when you’re already on the ropes. Being around people doesn’t fix the silence in your chest. And yeah, it sucks—watching everyone sprint while you’re stuck in glue. But that voice telling you to disappear? That’s not truth. That’s exhaustion. You don’t wanna end it. You just wanna feel light for once.
May 20, 2025that's a good sign to take action do something different you have never tried before
May 20, 2025I don't know you and what you have been through, but this same questions I have been asking them, and am sure many people did ask at some point in their life, and so far wt i hv learnt is that this type of questions are wrapping up the big why, so try to answer that, read philosophy books, and most importantly know and find that small wins, small happenings are the key, cause this is marathon not sprint.
May 20, 2025God will answer your Questions Pray While Fasting..
May 20, 2025It's natural sister, just calm, don't expect too much from around, from people...or anything else. Mostly yikesetal endi aynet ngr, gn tinikareshn asibi
May 20, 2025These are just feelings that'll go away
May 20, 2025Girl me too
May 20, 2025John 4:4 " Now he had to go through Samaria." ዮሐንስ 4:4 " በሰማርያም ሊያልፍ ግድ ሆነበት።"
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