Im a male so idk how helpful i may be. This is the best thing that could happen to you and it is not a bad thing. Ene erasu lerejim gize i thought it was a weakness or i was doing something wrong. This is the "me time" you need as a young person, it is an opportunity to grow and reflect cause relationships consume huge time and energy (which is worth it for most of the time) Yihe gize temeliso aygegnim. When the time is right God will give you the person you deserve. Gin right now is like the time/chapter in life for other things👍