I don’t really know how to explain where my head is right now. It’s like I’m looking at my life and realizing that some of the things I thought would always be part of my story… aren’t anymore. Marriage has always meant a lot to me. Not just “getting married,” but the whole idea of ተክሊል, building a life with someone, keeping certain things for that moment. I used to think about it so differently. But I lost my virginity years ago. And honestly, even saying that still makes something inside me hurt. It happened at a time when I didn’t feel like I had control over the situation, and I remember how bad I felt afterward. I thought I would eventually stop thinking about it, but I haven’t. Sometimes I’m completely fine and then it suddenly comes back to me. That feeling of “it’s gone, and I can’t undo it” just messes with my head. I start wondering whether I’ve already lost something that was supposed to be important to the future I wanted..mn larg?
Oct 01, 2026
the type of sins may vary but everybody sins my dear. this doesnt make you any less of a Christian. marriage by teklil is about relationship with God and obeyance to Him. but it is not the only way there are other ways you can show God what He means to you. our beloved Lord Jesus will always love you the same. repent and ask Him for forgiveness. ልዑል እግዚአብሔር ሚያዝነው መቀየር በማትችዪው ነገር እንዲ ስትጨነቂ በማየቱ እና የምሕረት አምላክ የሆነው እርሱ ይቅር አይለኝም ብለሽ በማሰብሽ ነው። ከበፊቱ ይልቅ እግዚአብሔርን ቅረቢው ልብሽን ያሳርፈዋል። ጥሩ የህይወት አጋርም ይሰጥሻል።
Oct 01, 2026